Well today has kinda sucked.
It started off with the typical 500 days of summer reenactment of expectations versus reality. and surprise surprise. disappointment galore. I'm just stupid though, seriously would did I expect to happen? Something hopelessly romantic? Well tough luck, life's a bitch. Then being surrounded by couples seriously doesn't help. And then nothing and a change of pace.
I don't know. I don't know what I'm expecting from life anymore. I don't know what I should expect from life anymore. Should I even expect anything? Is there even a reason to? Why do I even bother with half the stuff I do? What am I gaining from it? Or am I just that much of a pathetic fuck that I like being used and tossed aside with nothing?
Why am I so fucked up?
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