Britney Spears.

I watched the new Britney Spears video today, the one for her song Hold it against me.  I enjoyed that she's crossing over into new territory (dubstep) and I think she did it pretty well. The song is definitely enjoyable to listen to, and to dance to. Also, the part in the video where she fights herself reminded me of Mortal Kombat. I was pleased.  I do miss the Britney Spears I watched as a kid growing up though. I still remember sitting with my family watching her Live at Hawaii concert on television. She was brilliant. And her style and voice were two of my favorite things about her. She is/was beautiful, but it was always the voice of a performer I try to listen to, not how hot they are.

Yup. So, here at college things are pretty busy. Mid terms, spring breaks, and tons of crap due. It's hard to find time to do the reading I want to do. I've progressed maybe a single chapter in I am A Strange Loop since I last wrote. But at least I figured out what I'm doing for a roommate next year and where I'll be living. This is a good thing. Yes, yes it is.

Also, I'm wondering if one of my friends might be harboring feelings for me. She's taking a bit more of an interest in me lately, walking with me after classes and helping me study and such. She is a nice person, so it could just be charity, or that she's finally decided that we're officially friends, I dunno. Either way I'll see how it goes, but if she does actually have an interest in me. What do I do? She's my friend. I like her as that, could I like her as more? Should I like her as more? She does meet a few of my general standards. Shallow bastard that I am, I like my girls skinny. She is. I've been wanting to date a girl of her particular hair color for a while, and she has it. I don't want to date dumb girls, she's definately not dumb. But, she does talk a lot. And is quite loud and brash, not too mention possibly too sweet for me.

Seems weird right? One minute I'm complaining about how I want someone, the next I'm saying that someone is too sweet for me, and doesnt meet my standards. I don't find it too weird in all honesty. I'm not a desperate person, I get along fine being alone despite bouts of loneliness. But overall I live a pretty good life. I have a pillow to cuddle at night, so why should I need more?

...wow that last bit sounds more pathetic than it did in my head